Its been a year since I decided to change my life in the biggest way possible. My life really has completely changed to something I never thought it would be. I love it and feel peace. One year ago in exactly a week I decided to listen to the spirit and do what I had to do and that has made all the difference in my life. Even though a task seems impossible that Heavenly Father wants us to do, he makes it possible. He helps us get through things we thought we would never come out of. I've always been a person who thinks of anniversary's. Not things like oh this was the day we started dating (to be honest I don't remember that stuff very well) but I remember and keep track of important events that changed my life- and so far I've kept more track of when I broke up with so and so instead of when I started dating anyone. But I like to keep track of the days in which I truly felt something inside me change. There's the day that Amber (my lifelong best friends) mom died, Holly Iloilo, that forever changed me and how I looked at life. There's the anniversary of when I first met my college roommates that were apart of my life in the biggest way possible during those crazy years. But this anniversary of leaving him, means a lot more to me this month than it would have last month. In this last month my heart was finally opened to the Saviors atonement in the way it needed to be. I let the sunlight back into my life. I danced in the kitchen for an hour by myself. I'm getting back me. I've realized it will be ok. I like having me back.
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